1 Corinthians 1: 10-18; Matthew 4: 12-23
I
have told some of you about the unique way I attended seminary. The mission of
the University of Dubuque Theological Seminary focuses on small rural congregations
and Native American congregations. In
order to meet the needs of these worshipping communities, they developed a
Commissioned Lay Pastor program about ten years ago – it’s now called a
Commissioned Ruling Elder program and it is similar to what our own Kerry
Border has gone through here in Michigan – and they made it into a distance
program, with online courses, and with one or two onsite requirements. They did
this to reduce the cost and increase the time flexibility of this education, because
these small congregations could rarely afford to send someone away for
residential seminary training. After about ten years, and having graduated over
2000 Commissioned Lay Pastors, some of these got back in touch with the
seminary, saying “we want to be ordained as Ministers of the Word and
Sacrament; we want to be able to get our Masters of Divinity using the same
education process.”
So,
since they had already refined the tools of online seminary education, they
expanded it into the M.Div program they already had going on campus, and a
distance learning program was added to their residential M.Div. I was part of
the third group to start.
And
so, in August of 2009, I made my first pilgrimage to Dubuque, Iowa, for two
weeks of onsite classes.
These
pilgrimages would happen twice a year for four years, in what was accurately described
as the worst months of the year to be in Dubuque – August and January – the
months with the hottest heat and the coldest cold. We came from all over the
country, and even around the world – two classmates were from Lebanon and the
Dominican Republic. It was a sacred time when we were together, and the online
work also brought us together as a community in ways that we never could have
imagined would happen.
God
called us all, and that was the one common aspect of our journey.
Our
ages were varied, our theologies were varied, our lifestyles and our home
congregations were varied, but we had been called onto the same path, the same
journey – to follow the call of our Lord and Savior.
The
first intensive always includes some “getting to know you” and “spiritual
formation” work. This includes a “ropes” course, to build trust among one
another, and it also includes a trip to the labyrinth at a nearby convent
called Sinsinawa.
This
was the first time I had ever walked a labyrinth. It reminded me of one of the
puzzles I liked to do in those Dell puzzle books – the ones that had not only
crosswords, but also logic problems, cryptograms, and complex mazes you had to
find your way through with your pen or pencil. Those mazes had only one correct
path, but many, many dead ends you could find yourself caught in. I loved doing
those things. I imagine that the corn mazes that pop up around here every year
during harvest time are similar, although I’ve never been to one of those. [I
don’t like getting lost.]
The
labyrinth is different from a maze, though. Everyone goes in using the same
entry point, and everyone walks the same path, and everyone eventually ends up
in the same center point, from which they eventually choose to turn around and
walk back out. In the process, you walk every step of the labyrinth.
The
walk itself is a spiritual practice. Once you enter, it’s like a process of
obedience: you put one foot in front of the other, and you go where the path
leads you. You find yourself turning, going back the direction you just came. You
get close to the center, and then the path takes you back out toward the edge.
You encounter people who are walking the labyrinth at the same time as you;
sometimes they come toward you on the path next to yours, and you move aside
for a minute to give them room to go ahead on their path. Sometimes you catch
up to them, and you need to slow down and let them do their walk at their pace,
and you experience new things from pacing yourself with them.
Getting
to the center can be an emotional experience – there’s a sort of release that
comes, and then going back out is filled with meaning as well.
God
speaks to you along the walk. It’s a beautiful walk, the labyrinth.
When
I did this for the first time, as I rounded one turn after another,
walking
in a way that seemed aimless but was clearly taking me in an intended
direction, I suddenly had one of those “message from God” moments that come to
me somewhat rarely, but oh, so clearly.
What
I heard was God saying to me, you can only walk one path.
This
was at a time when I was still trying to juggle many responsibilities and roles
and expectations – my career aspirations, my aging parents, my almost-adult
children, my church work, my marriage – and I had just entered seminary for
reasons that were not yet all that clear to me.
And
God said to me, you can only walk one path.
I
knew that the path I had to walk was the one that led me to God, not to any of
the other enticements or entitlements or false achievements that I had pursued
for a long, long time. The labyrinth showed me that I was on one path, a path
that many others had walked and were walking, but a path that I could no longer
straddle along with any other. I had been called to follow Jesus – no turning
back.
Our
gospel lesson today is the familiar story of Jesus walking by the fishermen
along the shore, and saying, “Follow me, and I will make you fish for people.”
And
immediately they leave their nets, their boats, their father, their
livelihoods, their family, and they go on the singular path of following Jesus.
Jesus will also call other disciples, and more and more people from many
different life experiences will follow him on this same path, leading from
death to new life, to which he calls them, and he calls us.
Come
to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Come
with me; follow me. Come and see! And they do. And we do. But we so often drag
our baggage along with us, uncertain how to let go of the things that have
meant security to us all along, reluctant to take the risks that seem to be
involved – because loving God sounds easy, but loving our neighbors, regardless
of how they behave – that’s hard. And loving our enemies – how can we do that
without jeopardizing our own comfort, safety, individuality, and traditions? So
we try to do this at a safe distance from the path – we send off checks, we
post on FB to show what we believe about caring for others, we get together for
occasional potlucks or ecumenical services, but we keep our distance when it
comes to truly being in Christian community with those we see as “other”, as
“those people”.
Paul’s
letter to the Corinthians is about the sorts of divisions that spring up, even
in Christian community, when we let ourselves become divided, focusing on
different paths than the one to which Christ has called us.
In
the case of the church at Corinth, what we can tell from this letter is that
the different house churches are not the issue for Paul; he is not concerned
about whether they worship together or not. What matters to him is that they
are competing for who follows the best leader – the most eloquent preacher, the
leader who contributes most to their spiritual walk. And what Paul tells them,
in this passage as well as through the rest of this letter, is that if they are
focused on these other leaders, then they are not following Christ. He assures
them that diversity is fine, but divisiveness and dissension is not; that the
body of Christ has many members, and they all operate differently to help bring
forth the kingdom of God.
But
their unity comes from the one we follow – and that is Jesus Christ.
And
so the path is a common path; the journey is a common journey –even though we
will walk this path, this journey, differently, based on the season or time of
our life in which we walk it; based on the unique gifts as well as the personal
baggage we bring to it; based on the pace we take. We will walk it differently
from one another. But we are on the same journey, to the same place, and we are
united – as family members – brothers and sisters, as Paul calls us - with one
another in Christ.
Something
spoke to the hearts of those fishermen, to cause them to drop their nets and
walk away, to follow Jesus. Perhaps something had spoken to their hearts long
ago. Perhaps the longing for God was imprinted on their hearts since the
beginning of the world. When Jesus walked by, perhaps what they heard was the
answer to that longing, and so they could do nothing to resist it. Step by
step, one foot in front of the other, not knowing where they were going, they
followed the path of the Lord.
Saint
Augustine wrote in the introduction to the first book of his Confessions that “our hearts are
restless until they find their rest in thee.” Friends, it is our restless
hearts that divide us and pit us one against another. Paul encourages us to
have the “same mind” and “same purpose”,
and this is what draws us into our common commitment as Christians. It is
having the mind of Christ to which we are all called in unity. And it is the
cross of Christ, the foolishness that is revealed in this emptying of God’s
power out on the cross to save us, that is the ultimate purpose and source of unity
for us.
This
is the good news of the gospel.
We
are not saved by eloquent preaching, or great organizational style, or by unique
worship or fellowship, but we are all saved by the great sacrifice made
by the God of all creation – for all of us.
Brothers
and sisters, we, the people of New Life Presbyterian Church have come from east
and west, and from north and south. We have all been called to follow Christ. We
have all been invited to the table and the great feast which Christ has
prepared. Together. We can’t know for sure why God has brought us together in
this time and this place, but here we stand as one congregation, in two places,
in three worship services, from many backgrounds and neigborhoods, with many
faith journeys. We do not know where God plans to take us, how God plans to use
us. But we do know that we are united on one path and one purpose, serving one
Lord, seeking to recognize and to show others the holy glimpses of the kingdom
of God that are at hand among us all, right here and right now, and that will
someday be fully revealed for all eternity.
So
let us let go of everything that can hurt or divide us, that can push us off
the path. Let us reach out to one another in love, let us practice truly loving
one another, dropping the baggage of our divisiveness and dissension, and
forgiving one another, so that we can truly show the love of God to all the
world.
Let
us walk this path together, following Christ in unity.
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